I haven’t been updating much, mostly avoiding it I think.  This going home thing is just as hard as I thought it was going to be and the denial and avoidance of thinking about it correlates to not wanting to write about it.  I did write out a whole post earlier this month but, meh. [...]

The builders outside my flat who only seem to work between the hours of 7am to 8am. Wondering if they’d let me have a go on what has to be the smallest digger I’ve ever seen in my life.  Knowing they’ll say no. Burning my toes in the shower while I wait for the cold [...]

For serious.  Usually I say oh la la I am giving up alcohol, woe is me, my head, etc, but seriously.  I am giving up wine and making a permanent swap to gin.  Gin was always my first love.  Well that’s not true, vodka was, but you know when you vom up something real bad [...]

When I was a little girl, I liked to write stories.  I was quite an awkward kid and always a little unsure of myself during Primary school years.  I spent a lot of time thinking hard about how best to fit in with my peers and marvelling at how I’d learnt to react to a [...]